Beautiful

Although this picture is dated December 3rd, 2004, sometimes it feels like just yesterday. Our family has been taking a difficult journey these days, down memory lane. Our niece was born in February, with a congenital heart defect; and as Evan and I discuss Avery and all that her sweet family is going through, we have been remembering all the past three years has sent to us.

Through work, Evan often hears new parents state the old adage about ten fingers and ten toes; to which he privately wonders if they understand the miracle that lies in the birth of a new baby. Healthy babies are born every day, and every day someone comments on a beautiful baby. Through Maisy we witness amazing miracles. Through Jack we value the miracle of everyday. "Where there is great love there are always miracles." Willa Cather Our children have broadened our appreciation, we now have a greater understanding of all the beauty in God's plan.

We are so fortunate to have four beautiful babies. Some days I don't feel fortunate, but apple juice tracked all over the floor is nothing compared to past experiences or what others are going through. Renae, Avery is so beautiful, don't let any equipment or procedure allow you to forget that. Life is always a balancing act and our ideas change with our experience. And so here is a little of what we know is beautiful. "Every instrument is precious and adds to the complex beauty of the symphony." Joseph B. Wirthlin

A small squeeze in an otherwise still body.
A cry we've waited weeks to hear.
A smile amidst inconceivable circumstances.

A child who does what some say she won't. Who fights long and hard for everything she wants. Who overcomes whatever is thrown her way.

This is beautiful! How can you not love her? Maisy came into this world with so much love; she gives love and receives it. Sometimes I get a look or hear a comment that surprises or hurts me; its hard for me to understand. Maybe through Maisy others will begin to understand and next time they won't say hurtful things. Maybe they will be able to reach out to someone who may appear a little different. “Remember my friend, the heart is not measured by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others.”
— from The Wizard of Oz